catching the 9:00 am ferry to vancouver tomorrow. the plane leaves at 4:30, stops in calgary then lands in Paris. im half packed but im waiting untill leck gets here because im scared to put my stuff in my backpack. i don't know why.

there might be an update or two along the way, stopping in an internet cafe, hopefully i wont die, way up there in the sky... ok time to go bye.

today was an emotional one for sure. last day of work at the place ive worked at for 2.3 years. my first job!! awww my boss is sooooo cute and the girls i work with are amazing so i was choked. my boss wrote me a letter and at the bottom it said "have dinner in paris on us" and had $100 in it! aww so yea as i was driving out i started crying... then i got home and read the letter she wrote and started bawling. kind of made a scene. well i was in my truck just sitting there crying and im pretty sure the neighbors thought something serious had happened. it was just one of those days.

hung around home for a bit packing little things i need to remember to bring and putting music on my ipod etc. went to sidney and met up with jess and meghan for some coffee. started crying again when i said bye to jess cause i wont see her for months and months and months. also my friend leslie is moving away and i wont be able to see her before i leave and by the time i'm back she's already gone. great. and now im here, about to puke. oh and it doesnt help that i'm actually sick... with a cold... so i'm coughing and everytime i cough i think im going to throw up a lot.

my labret piercing is hurting.

3 more sleeps untill europe, 1 more day of work, 1 more paycheck + holiday pay, 1 backpack to pack, lots of stuff to go in it, 1 hair cut and about 1000 things to do before saturday morning. ahhg


Juts got back from jessica's, chilled at the beach for a while, pretty much the last time i'll see her untill april. biggest downer ever. best friend since elementary school so i'm sad.


she sent me lots of random pictures from the last month or so, i put them in a random folder because i really dont want to deal with sorting them out.

Jessica's dad made me a label with his label printer with my name and number to stick on my camera incase i lose it. i dont know if i will stick it on.... maybe on something else. maybe i should get a label printer. think how much fun one of those would be....

today i went to the drugstore and bought, mini toothpastes, mini shave gel for leck, mini shampoo and mini conditioner. also a pizza bun and energy bar for lunch tomorrow. the pizza bun doesnt look as pizza-ey as usual


im listening to benny bennassi but its way too late for that and its making me want to die.

today at work i was planting up plants from satan. actually the worst thing ever. they are normal plants but they have little stickers on them so if you even touch them, you get tiny little needles EVERYWHERE stuck in your skin and if you even think about trying to get them out they dig deeper and break off so they are stuck. it was AWSOME. they are called California Glory if you were wondering...

ps i cant believe im going to be in paris in 3 days. doesnt feel like it. im freakin excited though. kind of scared...


i just looked at this picture for so long. i was thinking about how i'd look back on it 20 years from now and be sad/happy. it's just cute, and also sums up our friends pretty well i think.





edit: i just read this post over and it sounded like 90 different people wrote down random usless pieces of information that just happened to come into their head at that moment.... im pretty sure if i read any one of my posts i'd get the same kind of feeling....

it was really weird and people were like WTF you square and im like YO SHUT UP. i am drinking my V8 and i am having more fun that you, person puking in that toilet. then i pretended to shotgun my v8 and everyones like um ok bye.

so, a succesful night of soberness was had except for the responsibility of designated driver that is the worst. all i did was drive, dance to some techno, drive, drivive and do water aerobics on the deck. there was a meteor shower so at the end of the night everyone piled on to the trampolione with sleeping bags and watched it. it was cute and brought back old memories.


we were at this ghetto party for a while, so many frickin people all chillin outside and the cops never showed up, which was really weird and her mom was like chilling inside in pajamas. im like this isn't normal. too many randoms and gangsters though so i made everyone go over to jessicas for a better time.


so the bbq is startin in a bit, i set up a volleyball net and ping pong and foosball and giant soccer ball. grade 5 all over again yessss!!!! kevins bringing his tables and has a whole set put together so that will be sweet then im going to try and learn and i will probably become a dj.

I finally found a camera that would fit my old memory card. the camera i got after the one i threw had a different size so the canada day pictures remained a mystery untill yesterday. they are here if you care. they are boring.

Kevins was alright... we watched porn for a while cause we got there early.. and i really dont get it. how do guys get off to that?! the girls are always so nasty. whatever. 4 girls in his room watching porn, the door slowly opens and his mom comes in... puts on her glasses and she's like "what is THIS!" huge closeup as this girl is feelin herself up... "I don't want this!!!!!" haha it was awsome. i scored a penis straw and did a few shots out of a penis shooter... it was interesting. oh yea and i abandoned the porn star theme and went more with the sporty spice-fag theme. cool.

Went to Dave's after and chilled in his hot tub and ate pizza. good times except i woke up at 7 this morning and couldnt get back to sleep. it was lame.

working in a bit then jess is having a party.... i was planning on drinking but my parents have voiced their concern over my amount of alcohol consumption so i might just ease their minds tonight and take it easy... we shall see.

im having a bbq tomorrow and it will probably be really boring and everyone will leave within the first hour but whatever. i told kevin to bring his tables so maybe it will be fun.

There is a kid that comes into our work who is probably the most awsome kid ever. his name is lucas. the other day i walked over to him and he was like "WOW!!! you smell SO good. I just love all you ladies!!" um ok you are not allowed to hit on us untill you are at least ten! then he was like "Look what i can do!!!!" and crossed his legs then jumped and crossed them the other way. i was impressed.

Today i am going to be productive and try to clean my room and also finish the task of sewing canda flags onto backpacks. me and leck tried last night and after feeding him 3 or four chill pills we decided to give up because it was a lost cause. hopefully it will fit under a sewing machine or i will resort to glue. or my mom...



Saturday i went to the lake for a bit but it was too windy and cold to stay forever. i also parked in a non parking zone so that also shortened my visit. went over to simons house for a bbq and some drinks. i had a large amount of beer, more than i have stomached in a while and i am surprised i didn't get sick. his house is sweet though and he has a hottub that has fountains and fun lights. too bad i didnt have a bathing suit, i'd be all over that thing. he had baby kittens in this room that i went to visit every 5 minutes because obviosly i like kittens more than being social. duh.


Chilled it there for a while, then got a ride to lecks around the corner where i crashed. they were playing mario kart so i played one race, lost and went to bed.

went to smittys for breakfast, then me and leck went down to see Talladega Nights. obviosly that was amazing and funny. i love will farrell. ate a salad at my house, tried to sew on our flags, gave up then watched the pianist.


today i worked and the weather decided to go from a heat stroke to a wind/rain storm. it went fast though. ps what is it with people and their godamn dogs!! FUCK. probably the worst part of my job is telling people to put their dogs in their car... these people are retarded!! everyone gets soo pissed off at us if we ask them to put their dog back. i'm like ok... sorry for the inconvienience you bitch. walk 5 steps backwards and you'll be at your car. do you really need your gay ass little dog to follow you everywhere you go? im sure it will survive the 5 minutes you spend looking around but now less because you are too pissed off at us to buy anything. OF COURSE. one lady was like UHGGGGGG GLARE GLARE, I DONT THINK I SHOULD HAVE TOO....... we look over at the dog and it's pissing on a fountain. im like ok you cunt. im not even going to say anything. maybe it's because im more of a cat person but i dont get it.

yesterday was jawsome because it was filled with random events which all blended together to make a random fun day and also chilled with my parents so that was COOL.

Got leck out of bed, got some pizza and subway and caught a BUS downtown, after waiting for an hour for it to come. We caught a bus instead of simply driving because we were expecting a drunken gongshow at The racetrack, where my parents would then drive us home but unfortunately things did not work out in that way.


Walked around a bit downtown, decided to buy a mickey of captain morgans, and a big gulp from seven 11 = fun drinking times. We went to see when Ricky Bobby was playing but it was going to be too late, so we went to Johnny Zees and played some INTENSE TETRIS and also Air hockey. (Shuffle board. but leck got mad when i called it that... anyway) got another big gulp and finished off the mickey at an Electric Music Festival goin on at Open Air. I was pretty confused about the whole thing.... pretty much just watching people on leashes dancing around to the music etc... whatever.

My parents picked us up... we thought we were keeping it pretty cas but later my mom was all way to get drunk in the middle of the day pretty much. oh well. We got to the place and saw some sweet Go-Karts we obviosly had to go on. even though intoxicated.... made for a better time. and SAFER. Some old guy was trying to pass me with his little daughter and I thought it was Leck so i was fingering them then he passed me and im like oh.... innapropriate. but then leck actually passed me and i felt like a grandma driving a scooter so i passed a little girl to make myself feel better. it was good times. tried to have sex in a bathroom but little children were waiting... again, innapropriate. We tried to find where they were selling beer at the racetrack but appearently they are fags there so none was to be had.


My parents were so stoked about the races and stuff and it was pretty sweet untill my back started hurting and also my eyes. there were dirt bikes and demolition cars and demolition trucks and demolition figure eights and we saw 2 guys get run over and lecks cars always seemed to win. also my moms. my dads would always crash and get last.



alrighty im ouuuutta here laterr

HI OK this is about myspace. i dont get it but i have it and sometimes i go on there to waste time, and by sometimes, i mean never except for the last couple of days because peter brought it up at matthew good. and now there is a post about it. I dont really know where this post is going and i know i dont have a point, but anyways i'm down with myspace because who cares? its just a dumb site. who cares if its good or bad or if there's emo's or not. its just a site and whatever. the end.

tonight i am having an early night, and it is already 10:30 so i will make this quick. yesterday was my most tired day ever and my eyes couldnt open hardly in the morning. but i drank a lot of tea and brought a lot of coffee to work and even a couple cafeine pills as a backup method. just in case. unfortunately one fell down my throat at around lunchtime and my body went crazy and hyper even though i was mentally dead. i made weird sounds like nenennannene really fast and then went home and tried to nap but i couldnt. Leck came over at 11 and we watched a movie till my eyes could hardly open again. ps the movie was Proof of Life with Meg Ryan and Russle Crowe and it is awsome and i have watched it countless times.


My new goal is to become a morning person, wake up earlier every morning so im not rolling out of bed to work. it makes me feel like i have more of a day... i tried it this morning and it was sweet. i actually had time to sit on the couch and drink tea. also today at work my soccer coach from when i was a lot younger came in and i hadn't seen him in years. he was thie biggest dick in the world and we all hated him and we made fun of his daughter ( i think he hated us too). when he saw me he did this thing with his eyebrows and made them go really high like he wanted me to know who he was even though i saw his retarded ass half an hour ago. why is it that assholes always end up coaching kids sports? always?


i just wrote that in probably 1 minute and i feel like i just drank lots of coffee even though i just went to starbucks and had herbal tea. i almost fell asleep into it. that's my cue to go to bed. k.

ps just published this post onto my old blog. obviosly my brain has started eroding

Set List:
Avalanche, new song, Tripoli, Generation X Wing, World Called Catastrophe, Hopeless, Fated, She's in it for the Money, Sort of a Protest Song, If I Was a Tidal Wave, Strange Days, So Long Mrs Smith, Load Me Up, Apparitions. Encore: Hurt, Prime Time Deliverance, Alert Status Red, Indestructable, It's Been a While Since I Was Your Man.


anyways... the weekend was a pretty good one, the show just topped it off... went to the kegger leck was talking about... went to van, rented mario kart double dash again! ate too much macdonalds, bought our canada flags for our backpacks... YESS