came home and then went back downtown again for some salsa dancing fun. which turned into salsa dancnig creepy mexicans, get the hell out of there, go for a walk with no jackets and almost get killed by horny homeless men, eat some second slice, almost freeze to death, walk down to the boom boom room, tried to get into the gay bar, went back to the salsa dancing place to stop from dying of cold, sit around for a while, drank a small amount, walked back to the car, drove to a second, second slice pizza, didn't get any this time + less creepy men, blasted jack johnson, i fell asleep, my ears hurt and my legs were cold, got to my truck, drove home without falling asleep at the wheel and then went to bed. the end.

now i'm sitting here drinking apple juice from the can and i'm tired and right now not feeling up to the new years party that starting only a few hours from now. we're startin a little early this year. ok well i'm going to go do something productive with my life. ie shower. no new years kiss tonight :( i will be sad

happy new year!

i decided to take on the mall today, i desperately need new clothes. the mall was so intense, it was worse than before christmas and boxing day etcetc. lineups were like half an hour long so i got the hell outta there pretty quick after grabbin some lunch with lecckkkk.

I bought some jeans that were on sale, and i don't know why, they're like retard jeans but whatever i'll wear them once in a while i'm sure.

this is my christmas post. it's a little late. but merry christmas and also boxing day. well lets start at christmas eve. and i'll keep this short cause who gives a shit about what i did or whatever. no one but i have nothing to do right now so yea... ok so christmas eve, my grandpa came over cause it was his birthday. he is the coolest. unfortunately my dad told me to set up the nintendo and teach my grandpa how to play. it's really too hard to explain how painful that experience was. picture someone who doesnt even know what a computer is try to play mario party and in every mini game not even touch his controler and just get angry/violent.

feelin a little shitty this lovely christmas eve...but whateverrrr. i woke up at like 7 this morn and couldnt get back to sleep so i just lay there untill like 12. there were a bunch stupid kids sleeping in my bros room. probably only 3 but they were so loud and i wanted to go in there and tell them to shut the hell up but i didn't because i couldnt move. oh yea and then i went to have a shower and one of the kids totally used my towel. um no. thanks asshole. aaand theeennn i go back to bed and my brother and his friend come in looking for the camera and im like oh hey u perverts im half dressed and angry at you so get the hell out of here and yelled a bit. funny last night i go into my parents room to tell em everythings chillllinnn etc and i open the door and totally fall over/hit this desk thing/start laughing/kept it cool/ where is this post going. nowhere.

accidentally drank most of the absinthe last night. sad.

chilinnnns

that was a keychain that said college on it. i liked it.

trying to look handicapped. etc

So i was lucky enough to score a homemade beer hat last night. i just realized looking at the picture now, it says kevin on it... i'll just add more duct tape and write caitlin. or something. a lot of effort was put into it as you can see, so i wasn't about to let it go unused.

3 more sleeps untill Christmas. how the crap did that happen?

i can't decide if i love the 15 minute drive home or hate it. i think there's a bit of both. it's always pitch black, there's always music way too loud (which is a good thing), and the road itself is kind of scary. Tonight matthew good was playing, prime time deliverance, and i was singing really loud/bad and happy there was no one there to hear me. I love that drive because it's relaxing and i always have a smile on my face the whole way home. I hate it because i know i'm driving away from the one person i don't want to be driving away from. luckiest.girl.ever.

I am never driving downtown around christmas again. jesus! most stressful experience of my life probably. People are mental. also never setting foot in walmart again. people turn into animals and just mow you over buying their stupid presents that no one cares about and spending insane amounts of money on shit people will never look at twice. ie what i did today. bought helllaa crap and spent tons but i'm glad it's over and i dont even have to worry about that anymore.

random few days. i feel weird. i dunno why. just sketchy and not myself and stressed a lot even though i shouldn't be cause it's the holidays and their shouldn't really be too much to be stressed about. maybe tomorrow i wont leave my room and re-group and shit like that. i dont know what that means but yea.. whatever.

im going to bed and ending this shitty day.

Slept in a lot today. also looking forward to sleeping in a lot for the next couple of weeks. one week today is christmas. crazy. I've only bought one half present so far and i really need to go shopping. probably tomorrow i will hit up the mall. maybe add a wing night onto that.


No plans for today yet, thinkin about playing super mario on n64. i forgot i had it and it's sweet. I used to be the best at n64/all nintendo but i've deffinitely lost my talent and that is depressing for sure. playing super nintendo, or whatever that was at lecks was deffinitely an 'eye-opener'. i really need to brush up on my nintendo skills.

that paragraph made me sound pretty cool i think.

Appearently Santa is real. He brought us presents for our secret santa whatever. Leslie got me Matthew Good Band- Underdogs, and M.I.A. i was stoked.

We 'watched' home alone and rudolph the red nosed reindeer which is easily the best christmas movie ever. i didnt really watch it, but it's on tv tomorrow at 7 so u can bet i'll be watching it then.

Tonight will include chinese food + Sex and the city + spice girls + cake + lots of girls + sobriety and an early night.

i stole a template from blogger templates cause i have zero html skills. so sorry if i have the same blog as you now. also im too lazy to make a banner so there's part of a picture up there. i guess i'll deal with it later.

Officially one day left untill the holidays. tomorrow doesnt really count because no work will be done. I accidentally spent most of my money in my account so now I have to borrow money from the parents for the holidays. so pretty much they're giving me money to buy them things. whatever works. there's no point in applying for jobs now cause i'll just have to ask for time off right away to go up the mountain... so that probably wont work. carly took me out for lunch today because she is a nice person.

It feels like it hasn't rained in a month. it's just been really cold/frosty. Over the last two weeks there has been amazing sunrises and sunsets every day. it must be the winter air.

Today was kind of shitty and boring. I was planning on getting up early to go to math and learn some stuff, but when my stupid techno ring tone alarm went of i'm like fuuuckkk thaaat and went back to bed. then went to math and probably failed the test because i am lazy and stupid. uhg.

I wrote a list of things i needed to buy today. and a reminder to get gas cause i never do. so anyways at lunch i had to drive a friend to thrifties for some work thing and on the way back ran out of gas. perfect! so we walked to the gas station to get some gas and i was half an hour late for class. which isnt anything new but at least this time i had a valid excuse... aaand i was wearing shitty clothes which always makes for a bad day. oh ya i bought white chocolate cranberry cheescake so that obviosly made up for that. mmmmmmmMMMMM


THEN i had to go to the walk in clinic cause i have a friggin bladder infection. Godd who even gets those these days. how annoying. they were pretty busy so i sat there forever and my guitar teacher was there and it was awkward. i had to wait forever to pick up the subscription and i ended up buying lots of stuff to kill time. then i ate tons of food and now i feel sick and i want to order chinese food tonight even though i' m about ready to throw up.

OH YA... i got my grad pics back. wow. horrible. beyond horrible. oh well i'm gonna go for the retakes whenever they are. coooooooooool.

that's enough about my lame day.

I have a feeling the day is about to get better.

1. we're getting our christmas tree, which means when i wake up i'll be able to smell christmas, and when i come home i'll be able to smell christmas, and when i'm sitting on the couch i'll be able to smell christmas.

2. i phoned my mom to tell her to bring chinese food home. YES!

3. only 4 more days till christmas holidays. f ya

Yesterday i woke up at 4:30 pm. what the helllllll. i didn't even have a late night the night before, and i just slept right through till 4:30. intense. it was deffinitely needed but i wasted my day and didn't get done all the stuff i was supposed tooooo ohwell.

I have the hugest craving to sit by a fire, drink tea and watch christmas episodes of ally mcbeal because those are the best ever. I wonder if you can rent ally mcbeal at the video store? i hope so because that was the best show on tv and i miss it so much. how sad.

the end