i had a cry attack last night/ this morning/at work, but i'm feeling a little better. i'm just emotional.... anyways. i'm done school officially so that's some good news. i think... im done day 3 of 12 days of consecutive work and i'm still not seeing how i'm going to get through this. especially now since I have shit all to look forward to after works done. Leck's working 5-12 6 days a week now and i work during the day, which pretty much means i'll never see him. perfect timing! fuckkkk im so choked about it all. i shouldnt be such a baby but we had so much sweet stuff planned, even if it wasn't exciting it was with him so it was sweet. anyways, i guess it will all work out in the end.
The last two days everyone has been on a yearbook signing frenzy. officially my least favorite time of year. ok... lets see who can get the most signitures from people you don't know, but watch from the distance and think is cool. OH and maybe if they sign your yearbook people will think you're cool and MAYbeee you'll think you're cool too. I hate how everyone expects you to write something touching and thoughtful in their yearbooks while you have 10 being pushed in front of your face all asking for the same thing. #1, i dont have time to remember anything we did together let alone write a novel on it. #2 we never hung out, once, what's your name? why am i signing this? #3 don't expect something thoughtful written in yours if all you wrote in mine was "woo gr 26! lets hang out. peace". people get way too worked up about those things... im not down.
worked after school then went to Bazin Bay where our grad was having a bbq on the beach. It wasn't our whole grad class but there was about 50 people or so there so it was good times. i ate a lot and then felt full, but i forgot about that when i got an ice cream sandwich with my FREE DQ VOUCHER!!!!!
chilled on the peir a bit, then rolled home. Leck came over after work and I was a mess of sad. see above. he left at about 2 so i was kind of tired waking up at 7 to go to work. work wasn't even too bad... my shoulders got burnt, but it went quickly and leck stopped by for a lunchbreak visit.
I guess the plan tonight is to have a nap, finish cleaning my room and watch some gay movie with a friend.
ps my room is beautiful after hours of slaving and cleaning and vacuming and dusting and rearranging.
The last two days everyone has been on a yearbook signing frenzy. officially my least favorite time of year. ok... lets see who can get the most signitures from people you don't know, but watch from the distance and think is cool. OH and maybe if they sign your yearbook people will think you're cool and MAYbeee you'll think you're cool too. I hate how everyone expects you to write something touching and thoughtful in their yearbooks while you have 10 being pushed in front of your face all asking for the same thing. #1, i dont have time to remember anything we did together let alone write a novel on it. #2 we never hung out, once, what's your name? why am i signing this? #3 don't expect something thoughtful written in yours if all you wrote in mine was "woo gr 26! lets hang out. peace". people get way too worked up about those things... im not down.
worked after school then went to Bazin Bay where our grad was having a bbq on the beach. It wasn't our whole grad class but there was about 50 people or so there so it was good times. i ate a lot and then felt full, but i forgot about that when i got an ice cream sandwich with my FREE DQ VOUCHER!!!!!
chilled on the peir a bit, then rolled home. Leck came over after work and I was a mess of sad. see above. he left at about 2 so i was kind of tired waking up at 7 to go to work. work wasn't even too bad... my shoulders got burnt, but it went quickly and leck stopped by for a lunchbreak visit.
I guess the plan tonight is to have a nap, finish cleaning my room and watch some gay movie with a friend.
ps my room is beautiful after hours of slaving and cleaning and vacuming and dusting and rearranging.
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